wow is it ever difficult to blog when you can't log on

I thought maybe I couldn't log on because it had been so very long since I wrote here but that didn't seem to be it either. Still don't know why it happened, but I am just glad it is over. Now that I can log on again I'll try to do better writing more often. I am breathing better. My legs are still swellng and everything still hurts, but other than that I am doing some better. I hope to get stronger soon. My body just seems really tired. I went for an MRI in one of those little ones and had a panic attack almost. I got in there and could NOT BREATH. They had to pull me right out. The tech said it was probably a good thing because my arms were touching and being so fair skinned I probably would have gotten burned. Who knew that could even happen? Not me! So they scheduled me for an open one. I thought it would be that really big one that looks like a Stargate. But it wasn't. The machine was still a right in your face adventure. Fortunately I could see out a window and my head wasn't strapped down like in the little one. But still the big one was uncomfortable and very hot. I couldn't move my arms much and could not wipe my forehead so that was miserable when the sweat trickled down like bugs crawling. Yes I sweat. I know! Some southern women glow or get dewy, but not me. I sweat. I survived this MRI though and did not panic. I got through it pretty well. But was I ever glad when it was over. still do not have results from that. I have a very different back pain, different from all the other fibromyalgia and arthritis pain. I see the Doc on Tuesday. I'll know more then. Well I must go night night. I'll let ya'll know what happens later. Keep smiling! It can only get better.
See ya'll on the Internet
Z